Eaves Wilder on the female rage powering her debut album, 'Little Miss Sunshine' • Neu • DIY Magazine

After releasing her debut EP ‘Hookey’ in 2019, London’s Eaves Wilder took a step back. “There’s so much noise in the world, and so many people making music, and I felt like I was one of them,” she explains, speaking from her living room over Zoom. “I thought: ‘I need to figure out if I’ve got something to say that I think I could add’.”

During what felt like a mid-life crisis (“well, hopefully not mid-life!”), Eaves decided it was time to throw in the towel and, if she ever wanted to move out of her parents’ house, get a more stable job - that, or she’d join a nunnery. “I still think it’s quite a good idea,” she grins, citing The Sound of Music as inspiration. “It’s free rent and free food; you get to garden, read and listen to music all day - it sounds lovely!” Unfortunately, her boyfriend pointed out that she’d have to give up beer, which put the plan firmly to bed.

Before calling it a day entirely, Eaves - who’d previously felt constricted by a pressure to produce radio-friendly, all-out pop - decided to try leaning into her own tastes. The result was ‘Mountain Sized’, which she describes as “basically a huge train of thought thrown up onto a song”; finally freed from writer’s block, the rest of her imminent debut album, ‘Little Miss Sunshine’, soon followed.

“I’m really fuelled by the stuff in my gut. I think that’s why I’m drawn to certain sounds and why I love big, heavy distortion and loads of reverb,” she says. “It’s really instinctive now, rather than led by what I think I should be doing. It’s purely me and my stomach, and what I think sounds cool.”

Her comeback single of sorts, ‘Everybody Talks’ addresses the saturated online content farm that made her want to quit music in the first place, with her airy vocals growing more urgent over a spiralling chorus. “Everyone talks before they actually realise if they have something to say,” she explains. “We’re not meant to have this many opinions about everything. Our worlds are way too big.”

“My view of the world has always been through a very feminist lens. It’s inescapable — once you see the world that way, you can’t go back.”

Right down to its name, ‘Little Miss Sunshine’ is a rejection of the ever-cheerful, smiling woman Eaves felt expected to impersonate, packaging the anger, frustration and fear that felt truer to her experience of young womanhood within snarling guitars and massive instrumentals inspired by Wolf Alice, Pearl Jam, and Stone Temple Pilots. Opener ‘Hurricane Girl’ reimagines the oft-mythologised troubled woman from a more sympathetic angle, while the thundering ‘Just Say No!’ recalls the intoxicating false praise of being taken advantage of.

It’s clear that being a young woman has consciously shaped much of Eaves’ relationship with the industry. She credits that to her mum, journalist Caitlin Moran, who would sit Eaves and her sister down in front of MTV “for hours” while pointing out how none of the male artists wore barely-there spangled leotards. “She’d say: ‘do you see how powerful he looks?’,” Eaves remembers. “‘He’s not having to do any of that shit - why are they?’”. That early education was formative; now, it pervades every facet of her musical life. “My view of the world has always been through a very feminist lens,” she nods. “It’s inescapable - once you see the world that way, you can’t go back.”

Tapping into those feelings and experiences has produced an album of undeniable heart; having set out to see whether she had anything worth saying, ‘Little Miss Sunshine’ is evidence that Eaves did. “People are gonna see my insides, but I made it to put it out,” she laughs. “I’m ready to give birth!”

‘Little Miss Sunshine’ is out now via Secretly Canadian.

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